My BattLe

I beat myself up day to day...fighting a battle I may never win...I push maself towards the light wen sumething is alwaiisz pulling me to the dark end..I'm surrounded by many people but yet I feel so alone..I give every bit of ma heart and soul to accomplish wat I want but I feel like I'm getting nowhere...they say god alwaiisz helpsz and hears our prayers...but I've been praying and praying and getting no answersz...I dnt believe I've done anything wrong...so do I deserve this pain?internal woundsz that I feel will never heal...the devil is seekin ma soul but I refuse to let him win...I'm not a failure..I refuse to be one...so ill bare the pain not to keep others satisfied but for me...I want what's best for me so if I have to fight a battle to get it...that's jus exactly wat ill do...