by xXx CaRe BeAr xXx May 19, 2008
category :
Love, romance /
desired love
Eveything's so hard, you fall in love then get your heart broke. it sucks, life sucks, you have the BEST of friend's. you feel as if you've been shot. All your pain is in your broken heart, you lay on your bed, hour's pass and still you lay. Thinking of whats happened to you, you've turned into someone you and your friend's don't know. your pain is so focused on your broken heart that you have to do something to move the pain. you blade lays next to you on your bed, just lays there. You pick them up and SLIT... blood goes everywhere, you lay there blood all around. your pain in your heart is blocked, you feel better. you pick them up and again slit your wrist till your body's numb. you show your friends, they are mad, she punches her locker && she gets so upset! you try talking to her, she asks why and you don't have the time to tell her, you start crying and thinking they all hate you when actually they just care. they want you to be better. you think cornerstone is the best place for you, when you know your friends are there to help but you don't know what they can do to help but you have to trust them. once again i lay in bed slit my wrist till my body goes numb and blood is everywhere!! |