Here it is dear

Here it is dear,
the plain truth,
i cut again,
and i don't want to stop not even for you.

dear i don't mean for this to hurt
i just want you to learn
i'm cold and uncaring
i'm tired of trying and failing,

so here it is dear,
the plain truth,

i DON'T WANT TO STOP
not even for you,
but,
yes
i'll try
because otherwise
there is just to much guilt