Just a Little Bit

Don't wanna think about all the memories,
Of the us that used to be.
I wanna forget the pain,
The pain that you couldn't ever see.

Closed off from the love you gave,
Hoping everything would turn out okay.
Still you reached my wary heart,
And now we have a toll to pay.

It's the price of a broken heart,
Was it worth anything to you?
Probably not I assumed,
But I'll try& acts surprised & say I never knew.

Just like now,
I see the way you look at her,
You used to look that way at me too.
Did that thought ever occur?

Maybe in a distant time it could've
But I doubt it,
I'm not what you want anymore,
Not even just a little bit.

*I don't feel this is finished and so maybe someone can give me some input on how to finish it or maybe it's fine the way it is. I haven't written a poem in awhile so I know it's not the best but it's the way I feel. oh and perhaps a better title too.