What I Do For You

This is a poem i wrote for a friend i had trouble with, i never gave it to her, but it helped me if you know what i mean

What I Do For You

Why do I do what I don’t want to do
Half the time its only for you
I’ve done so many things to try and make you cheerful
Then I regret it when you pull

You say I don’t do anything for you
Oh but I do
Whenever I do something your in my mind
Wonder what you’ll think of it, don’t you think that’s kind

You’ve said things that I haven’t liked
But I’ve took it anyway
And I haven’t judged you, coz I know you don’t mean it
And I’ll stick by you any day

I’ve tried so many times to not be your friend
But then I feel guilty
So I try my hardest for this friendship to mend
But still I get nothing in the end

I’ve done what you want, so you wouldn’t shout
Just for you I’ve even lied
And if it hasn’t worked out
You say I just haven’t tried

I’m fed up of thinking
That your going to hate me if I do something wrong
If you did I think my heart would just start sinking
This as been in my thoughts for so long

I know you could be a good mate
Often I think you don’t try to be
Coz I ask you to meet me and your always late
This is really starting to bug me

I wonder what you’d do
If I was ever late
You’d say some terrible things, maybe I should do that with you
Maybe next time I just won’t turn up on that date