I'm sorry ((sort of))

Critisize a little harder,
I know just how that feels.
I love how I got backed into a corner
where I'm sorries aren't real

I would apologize if it weren't a lie
I don't know what I'm supposed to be sorry for
I came running to try to help you
and you just slammed the door

So maybe I'm sorry for caring
for the fact that I'll lose sleep tonight
maybe that's my biggest sin,
that I love you enough to fight

Maybe that's been the problem,
been the problem all along...
maybe tonight you'll be reminded of me
when you listen to a hateful song

Or maybe you're pushing me away
because I'm not amazing enough
maybe I don't deserve to be around you,
don't deserve to take up some of your love

Whatever I did, these tears just prove,
prove I feel guilty for it
guess I'm sorry for trying to be there
for not turning the cheek when I got hit