Everything she's becoming

Look into the mirror who have i become,
Blood, cuts and scars staining me,
Missing hair it's all changing me,
Self harm worse than ever before,
Just like the visions more vivid than anything,
From him forcing his body onto mine,
To the sound of suicide,
It's like I'm living it over and over again.

Tears roll down towards an empty heart,
Endless they flow like a river,
Walls, couches what will be her next attack,
Gone through glass doors before,
Yet everything's worse this time,
What could happen now,
Know it's worse than back then.

Panic disorder back to it's worst,
Voices inside my head,
Is it actually worse,
Everything's worse than ever,
For here i fall again,
Losing my smile to the enemy,
It's invading me,
Ruining the things i should enjoy.

They try to help me,
I can't let them see,
What's really happening to me,
Feels like I'm wasting away,
They all have there own troubles,
They don't need this.

Death stumps her,
Rape continues to rattle her,
Visions conquer her,
Blades cut her,
Numbness take over her,
Can anyone save her?