The Beautiful Letdown

I never thought my days could get any worse

Suffering through the hours
Unexpected pain struck me right through the heart
Focusing on what you said
Forgetting the joy i felt before you gave me the cold shoulder
Over reacting with tears that won't stop
Careless to admit that i missed you
After all, you've always been the one i cared for the most
Temptation was coming my way
Every thought that came to my head was about death

Without you is like living without a heart
I couldn't take it anymore
The depression; i couldn't breath
How could i live when you're not here?
Open wounds divide my heart in two
Under the depths of my mind lied my death plan
This was too much to take

You left a hole where my heart was
Over and over i cried
Under every rough i lied...