What I Lost

I'm feeling dumb now that it ends.

Love you now and loved you then.
Only to realize it will never be again.
Someone told you "I do" but when?
Things will change for you and him.

You look beautiful..of course i wish i could of seen.
Obviously how much you meant to me.
Under this smile is what i wish could happen to you and me.

(hint* the answer is is in the poem :)*)