Take this love from me

Danget lord this just isnt fair!!!
Do you not hear me crying out for you down here
Or do you just not care?!
I'm begging you take this love away,
this love I feel for her
Take it away,
because you refuse to give it your grace
I see her walking by,
and my eyes are drawn to her,
I see her shining smile,
and my insides melt,
Lord I love you,
more than I love her
But these feelings are just too strong to ignore
I'm a lesbian,
and I know what that means,
lord it means you don't love me anymore
But tell me what do want me to do
When you won't listen as I cry out to you
And I can't change on my own
Wont you answer me,
please, please answer me
of youre hurting child,
What the hell are you expecting!?

[not much of a poem, just needed to write]