Hey
About Todays life
i was in a fight with somebody i love.Why do people like to hide the trufh behind everything they do?
Should i trust my friends or should i trust you?Where is the love between us?i dont see it.where is it?
where have it been to.im comfused and dissapointed too.What happen to our love?it used to be very bright
Loving,laughing and caring.This is the three thing i ask for.Wellness dosnt matter in love.Age dosnt matter in love.
All i need is to be loved by you.Not anybody else.All i need is to be in your arms.The surrounding heat from your arms and body will bring me to silent.
I want you to be by my side.I want you to spend time with me.But Why are we going seperate ways?Why are we running away?
Are u giving up on me?If u get there before i do.Dont give up on me.I just need to let u know that I loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes,Those tender lips.You made my heart melt,then boil into a roaring fire.If only i could see the sun fall with you.
If only i could be in your arms...i found this letter and this is what it say
My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss
Now i know,What my eyes could not see..Many nights those tears flew Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts and looking at the sky and knowing that someone is waiting.
My past was deep and full of pain.I needed sometimes to release the stain.And i hated the way you treated me.
When you laughed at what I asked.I felt i was like a clown.When you weren't there when I passed.I felt lonely.
I love you.i thought u would feel the same .I hope you do.
You made me feel like I was in heaven.3 questions..will it last??
Will you love me till my very last breath?Will You be with me no matter what i am?
Listen to your heart before answering the question.
Yesterday
The hour ends before my take
i was Sitting, thinking, waiting.Hoping that my phone will light up by you.
I fought with you because i have my own reasons.It dosnt mean i dont love you.
Why do your cuzzy have to say i'm like this and that.I'm not like that as you can see.
I feel like a failure when people say me this and that.i'm sad and i know you dont give a crap.
Nevermind then.As The day grows old as night passes
i was crying,howling ,Watching, staring, seeing after i have been through such a painful experience..
I do reflections in my diary.
Each and everyday
I'm scared to lose you.That is only thing i can say.