"My eyes shut and head faced down.
Sick, hurt, turned upside down.
Was this worth the waiting?
In the past when i was living it up.
And now I'm broken up, screaming how Im so sorry.
A brave one seeks through dark alleys.
Without love their spawn arrives.
I see that i am so sorry.
Please just forgive me for taking lives.
Is this real?
I can feel it but i cant see it."