They think I only see
The good times we had
while we were young and free
The running and screaming, prank calls, and boring church service
But I remember much more than what they could see
The late nights on the garage roof, walking around town
just doing it to taste danger
Damaged but here, we all needed each other
Whispering secrets,shushing bad dreams
We knew how to believe
She thinks I forgot
They think I'm so much better now
3 months,cuz I'm still sober
Panicked inside, still making up lies
To cover my ass for holding on tighter to friends
Who were always there in the past
You can't be tough if you care
And you're not supposed to be dead, you're supposed to be here
I don't know where I went, but that wasn't really me
I'm ashamed of all my 'somethings'
Only because I still suffer
They think I'm so much better now
3 months only, but I'm standing "proud"
Living life to it's fullest extent
Sadly your death was a Heaven Sent
We still hold you near, missing you dearly
But we can wake up,and see clearly
Our best friend is up there,watching over us
Thanxz to you-we're NOT going down
3 months, 3 friends, memories that will ALWAYS stick around
