In love with the wrong guy

I never meant to fall in love with him
i knew it was wrong from the beginning
but it was something about him that i couldn't resist
i tried to stop talking to him for a while but i couldnt even go a week
this love i have for him is too strong to let go now
i want to tell him how i feel but i don't know how his reactions are gonna be
i don't want to lose him but i don't want him to run away either
my heart is going to stay this way forever if i don't ever open up my feelings but i know i will never confess cause this is my cousins ex man