I look in the mirror but i do not see me

I look in the mirror but i do not see me
I see someone i don't want to be
I try to fight it off but the harder i try the more i fail

I lost all of my faith and there is no hope for me today
My friends are all gay
And my family's gone everyday

Its only me in this place
Alone on my own
With no one to hold

I look in this mirror but i do not see me
I see someone i don't want to be
I look in this mirror but i see that I'm alone
I see that I'm on my own

I look in the mirror but i do not see me
not even a little
not even at all