Save me?

Is this a test to see how much i can break?
Cuz im surviving only by a thread
You have yet to save me
And everytime I get back up I fall again
I'll never win
So why should I even try
You're gonna leave me here to cry
Someday soon anyway
We are so possible yet impossible
You arent here, god I wish you were here
I miss you so much it kills me
I cant put my arms around you, I cant tell you I'm scared too
Because I dont even know where you are
And the longer your gone
The more I feel the need to engrave one more scar upon my arm
You cant save me this time
If this is a test to show me how low I can go
I'm done with this, I've gone as far as I can go
I know what you're trying to do to me
And it's just not funny anymore
Can you save me this time?