All my fault

If all these shiny things
All this suffering
Is still a big part of me
I'm not sure there's room for you
And if I can't speak a word
Of all this maddness
Everything that tears me into pieces
Myself and everyone else
I'm not sure I'll be able to hold onto you
I'm sorry I'm messing everything up
But you should know before we go too far on
I'm still broken
And one perfect mess is all we are
It's all my fault