Why me?
Its the same question i ask myself everyday
Why is it me going through this?
What did i do that was so wrong that i have to live like this?
Live every minute feeling like i want to break down and cry, live faking a smile, faking a laugh for everyone to see.
No one understands...
No one understands the hurt I'm going through, no one understands the pain i have to live with day in, day out.
This feeling of worthlessness, helplessness, feeling as if I'm no one, just another sad, little, lonely girl living without no purpose.
Falling asleep every night with the same thoughts, questions, feelings then only to wake up to it all again. These same feelings, thoughts and questions flooding through my mind, taking control of everything i do.