Hurting

by dark broken eyes   May 22, 2008


Why can't I let you go?
Why I always think of you?
Why I always dreaming of you?
Why I still love you?

No matter how much you hurt me
No matter how much you don't care for me
No matter how much you make me suffer
Why I still love you?

You've change a lot
And I never knew you anymore
You're not the same person
That I used to love with all that I am

You told me you love me
Then why do you need to change?
Am I not still enough for you?
Am I not the person you dream of?

I need to know, just tell me
Is it me who change or
Is it you who change
Please I want to hear it from you

You mean the world to me
But I can't bear all the pain that you've given me
Can't you see how much I've been hurt?
How my heart and soul is dying?

I want to hang on because I love you
I want to hold on because you are my world
I want to believe that love can conquers all
Could you tell me how?

How can I hang on if the person I am hanging on doesn't care about me?
How can I hold on if my world is tumbling down?
How can I believe in love if the one who teaches me to love is not the same anymore?
Now can you tell me how?

I want to be with you
I want to hug you, kiss you
Tell the world how much you mean to me
But I can't right now and you know why

You know why I can't be with you right now
I need to do something and sacrifice my happiness
I need to fulfill some promise that long ago I gave to someone
I need to finish what I have been started

Is this your reason why you change?
Is it because that I tell you I can't be with you?
Am I the real reason of all the changes in you?
Just tell me I want to know

If you love me, why can't you understand me?
Why can't I feel your support?
Why can't I feel your care?
Why can't I feel your love?

Every time you ignore me
It cuts like a knife
A knife that stubs me
A knife that slowly kills me

I don't know how long this pain will remain on me
I don't know how long I will forget you
I don't know how long I will love you
I don't know...I don't really know

Maybe only time can heal all of this
Maybe only time will fix my broken heart
But if time can heal all this wounds
There is still a scar that will remind me of the past...

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  • 16 years ago

    by Aryaan

    So much of emotions in it! straight from the heart! good one!

  • 16 years ago

    by Travis

    Sounds like something i'd write, i went through the same thing, so i somewhat know what you are feeling
    it hurts
    5/5