Again I went to see you two
And again you were arguing.
So in many ways I feel I let
You down, and I was never
There, even now I don't think I'm
There. So again I go and visit you.
I do love you my brothers.
I went and seen you as well,
Mum and Dad, and I still now feel
Violated around you both, you aloud
It to go on for too long, and for this
I can't forgive you. Maybe in time
I will learn too. But not now
You turned your back dad you saw it and
Didn't stop it, for this I can't forgive.
You disappointed me mum, you weren't there
When I needed you, did either of you know?
But you won't know, either you won't believe,
Or you never see. You weren't there when I need
You mum, for this I can't forgive.
It's your birthday tomorrow Nana but it won't
Matter you're gone too. Like everyone else in
This world, the only thing that won't go is me.
Ahh well my place is till here obviously not
Anywhere else.
Where you turned your backs I have helped,
There are those out there who need my help
Who need and rely on me but you don't know
That, do you?
