The hardest thing to do

Im with him, holding hands,
you stare at me with tears in ur eyes,
you write me letters,
you call me at night,
just to tell me that you want me back,
my heart still wants you but is too scared,
it doesnt want to go back to how it used to be,

you see me with him,
and you stare,
with a look of a broken heart.

you give me hugs and pretend your ok,
but inside i know u aint,

i told you many times that i will take you back,
but the truth is,
i cant...

so this is the hardest thing i have to do, is say goodbye, to you.