Scared

Scared of sleeping,
Don't want to be on my own.
Scared to wake up,
Don't want to be all alone.

Don't want to go to work,
scared of being seen.
Scared of going places,
that I have never been.

Scared of being alone,
in case it happens again.
I know its not my fault,
but who else is there to blame.

Wish he'd understand,
that I need him so much.
Scared to tell him,
I couldn't live without his touch.

Scared of letting him know,
exactly how I feel.
Scared to believe,
that this is all real.

Scared of my boundries,
I'm just to stubborn.
To scared to tell him,
that I could love him.

Scared of missing out,
what decision should I choose.
If I choose to go with him,
then the other I would lose.

Scared of not going,
scared to stay.
Scared I won't cope,
through another day.

Scared that I'm breaking,
scared of all the lies.
Why won't anyone notice,
that my heart is filled with cries.