Deal With Me

I have this secret
I have this past
This past that I
Hate so much
This past full of
Anger and hate
Depression and tears
And endless pain
But I'm OK now
I don't hate as much
I can deal with life
And I've learned to be tough
But I did this
All on my own
For no one was there
When I was alone
I told a few people
And they did try
But they grew cautious
And left me to cry
It made me stronger
I guess I grew up
But now I can
No Longer trust
I bottle this up
Inside of me
I don't tell anyone
That that angry girl was me
I don't want to poison
New people I meet
I want to block out
That part of me
I still have my bad days
But now I have more good
I've learnt to deal with myself
The way and I think and look
The pain as made me stronger
The pain as made me see
That I can now
Deal with me