Thunder

Don't think i do not feel;
because you see no tears.
A river rages deep inside of grief, loss, and pain.

Just because I do not cry now,
Don't think my hearts not broken.
I keep inside the misery of words not to be spoken.

Sometimes I smile, crack a joke,
So you wont see the pain,
Or notice how my hands are shaking, or how Ive gone insane.

Each time I chance to think of her,
My heart is ripped asunder.
The loss I feel is mine alone.
You will not see my thunder.