If I was so clever, my memories of you would last forever.
The ones of you being the best mother you could be,
The ones where you loved me.
If I could show you tomorrow, I would hopefully show you no sorrow.
You would see me on the front lawn, and you would see what you're missing out on.
I hate my mother and I being apart, and I wish you felt the same way in your heart.
But I know now you don't and I can't make you change, but not trying to see me after so long seems a little strange.
I tried to make you apart of my life, honestly I tried my best, but now I am going to put it all to rest.
You let me down, you broke my heart and now we will always be apart.
I tired to write but didn't know what to say, I just wish all this sadness would go away.
So instead I write to you in the way I know I could, and for you to understand, I hope you would.
For you didn't try to see me, no you did not, and I am sick of trying, and I've tried a lot.
And with these words I leave you, hopefully in your thoughts forever, because no matter what I say......
nothing will make me feel better.
