Words are all I have and sometimes not even those. There are no words to describe how I'm feeling right now.
Some say a picture is worth a thousand words but only if someone knows what to portray. I am lost within myself, Ive fallen under my own shadow.
I created the world i inhabit and forgotten the escape route. I'm locked within my mind, I am tortured by my mistakes and though i feel so far away I know whats really going on.
But I cant paint and I don't know a thousand word. So I cant show you my pain my anguish. My tears don't shine with hate nor do my eyes glisten with agony. My heart does not bleed though it is broken.
I can not move you with my voice
I can not warm your heart with my love
I can not make you feel what you will not understand
I can not teach you what was never taught to me
And if I could do all these things a burden Id never be.
For the weight I carry on my back was meant for none to see.
