My soul will never wake

The pills
the knife
the constant fight
for my life

the torture
the abuse
constantly trying
to find an excuse

no more
can i take
my life
is just one big mistake

now is my time
to just end it all
i cannot take
one more fall

so out come the pills
out comesmy knife
it's time for me
to end this painful life

i take my last breath
never looking back on this mistake
now is my time
my soul will never wake