Knew i would fail

I'm weak
The razor makes me strong

I'm broken
The razor makes me whole

I thought I could resist it
But how naive,
I know without it I'll lose my sanity

So I'm sorry but I'm weak
And I NEED to bleed
only four nights
And already,
giving in
Oh, How sad, how pathetic

Can you hear me singing the same old song
dear razor
Dear friend
Come back to me
Come back into me, please

Tear my skin
Open my flesh
And let relief flow in

Dear razor, I'l lose this battle,
I'll let you win,
Just please please take this pain,
Take it away, before I go insane

Slide the blade across my wrist,
So now you see me bleeding on the floor,
A place that has grown all too familiar
I'm sorry lord
Didn't want you to see me like this
But I just need to bleed,
To keep my sanity, as i sing the same old song

[failed but haven't given up]