This poem is excellent.
So much emotions that are sooo strong went into this.
You should every ounce of what you felt, and I just adore that.
This is really sad. I love this poem a lot.
I just hope that you don't let pain overpower you, because when you get addicted to pain, i'm sure it's not easy to go back to how things used to be.
Just leave those things in the past and people who caused pain for you and made you wonder about certain things.. just forget about them. Interesting story you told and how you explained background info about this guy.. It doesn't make much sense to me because obviously I haven't read your othe rpoem yet about him, but I'll have to. I'm sure what I said didn't make any sense at all. lol. I hope I interpreted your poem correctly. 5/5.