Wide awake i lay staring in the dark at a blank sealing
No one there to comfort me. no one to talk to
the people that were there for me before are the reason for my agony
You, you are always lingering in my thoughts, i drift to sleep
a dream of u in my arms plays over and over like a broken record
I snap awake and hope with all my heart that it has come true
The next thing i know , im looking down holding my pillow,
Feeling foolish
The fact of the matter is i love you.
and you cant love me in the same way
knowing that ,kills me on the inside