I'm not sure of what I'm thinking,
I'm not sure what you would say.
All I know is my heart and stomach are sinking,
Because you've reminded me of a better day.
Telling me you miss me and I know I do to,
Saying things that make me want you to kiss me.
But I can't make it feel brand new,
Because I know what happened you see.
I'm not sure what to tell you when you say you love me,
Or what to say when you say you just like talking.
I'd give anything to be your one and only baby,
To get back the world you were rocking.
I have to choose my words ever so wisely,
I don't want to give you more than I have to.
Just wanting the conversation to go nicely,
With a hope that I will sleep the night through.
I just don't know what to say but that I feel you still,
I hear your voice and smell your air.
Thoughts that sometimes make me act ill,
Because I know your no longer there.
So I'm not sure what you want me to do,
Because I don't know what to say.
Except that I'll always be here with you,
Until my last second on my final day.
