Story of My Life ,or, Need to Talk

by ash   May 24, 2008


Story of My Life
or
Need to Talk

1
oh daddy
daddy
are u proud
are u happy
of your baby girl

2
when I was little
I always look up to u
u were my hero
of my past
but now
I don't
know
for sure

3
oh hell
I love u(OK maybe that might be a lie)
please don't shut
me out anymore
please don't hurt me anymore
I
wish
oh
I
wish

4
it was like
it used to
be
no names
no hated
oh just your
love
no fights
just the 4
of us
being together
oh daddy

oh daddy
please don't go
please don't
leave me alone
I need u

5
I love u
so much
I missed u so
much
where have u gone
did u leave me for real
or u just
don't care anymore
oh daddy

I
wish
oh
I
wish

6
no matter hard
I wish
nothing will
change
u say it
will but
we all know
it is nothing
but a bunch
of damn f**king
lies
I love u so
much
but
I don't
know anymore

7
every time u
say those words
they don't hurt
every time u
say those words
I sometimes think
it is true
wishing maybe
it best if I
kept silent
forever
but I don't
want to die
but the way
u act, talk
around me
telling me I
should get the
hell out

8
every time u
think u can
hurt me well
u can't
I always say
I don't care
but really
it don't
hurt me any
more, it does
only a little
bit but not
as it used
to be

9
every time u do the
same thing
I always go into
my own little world
of me doing things
or about my favor.
Shows or just
sing to myself of
my own words or
write dance it
out or listen to my music
it always help
me out
but really I don't
really care
u can't really
hurt me anymore

10
all I am worry
about now is
do u love me
do u care
about me
when will u
be in 10 yrs
from now
or now at my grader
at my collage;s grader
walking me down the airrow
helping me
getting ready for prom
or u just won't
be there at all

11
all I want is my
daddy the way he used
to be when I'm
little
the lovely one
who loves me
cares for me
is there for me

12
every time I cry
I do it b/c
it nothing else
I can do anymore
then u make fun
of me some more
I don't want too
it is a weakness
in my eyes but
do u ever care
hell no
do u even care
at all

oh daddy
please don't go
please don't
leave me alone
daddy
I love u
please come back

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