I really Am starting to hate everyone around me I wish I could just take all of my stuff and leave. Everyone is always putting me down saying that I'm not good enough and I should be more like this person or that person not even thinking about how I feel about the situation. I am always being told what to do were to do it. Like some examples my mom always telling me that I'm just jealous of my sister and brother because they have friends that they go out with and that I should try to get some but wait I will never have friends. My sister taking everything and anything that I have. My brother treats me like I'm his maid telling me to make his bed clean his room get him drinks whistling at me like I'm a dog. My step dad use to be my best friend and now we barley talk. My real dad has neglected me all of my life telling me that I am a girl and I was a mistake and now he is trying to be nice to me. How much do they all think I can handle I can't deal with this any more... Got my self my razor blade and my self thats all that I have and I can't even say that I have my self because I don't they own me.
