Quarter to six

Recklessly i slam the door
to another broken night
recklessly i open the drawer
and tear through my pain with this knife
slashing away at what
i thought would never be
i never thought it would come to this
as i scream so silently
the broken mirror whispers
as my hands fall to the floor
I'm so ready to give it all up
i don't want to live anymore
the banging on the door
the pounding of my heart
makes way to my blurring vision
as tears trickle softly
down my cheeks
i realized who was listening
somebody save me
so help me god
i know theres no way out
left with this burning
as my hands stain red
the ambulance singing and now
this ringing in my head
I'm not listening to what they've said
razorblade kiss, the ones ill miss
love and hate pouring out my wrist
the time of death,
is quarter to six