What i feel :)

You kept asking me
if i'm mad, am i ok or am i angry?
but i keep telling you i'm fine
though it's really not what i feel inside

how couldn't you know?
that you're hurting me so?
don't tell me that you're that blind?
in my eyes you couldn't find

it really is weird
everytime your voice i hear
i just couldn't say 'no'
when i wanted to say it so

i hate it when i couldn't express
the hate and pain i keep by myself
trying to hide it from you
and be careful in evrything i do

you are the reason why i'm sad
but you're still the one who keeps me glad
in times when i need someone
that's why things are just confusing

at first u already know that it was a game for me
making my heart heal after he set me free
that "he" whom i once gave love and care
that "he" who left me in despair

i saw you and thought it would be great
to fool myself in the feeling i made
i thought it wouldn't be a problem
but then i saw myself falling

never thought it would be like this
it hit me like an iron fist
then i realized evrything's not the same
i'm falling all over again

this is what i feel
i just wanted for my heart to heal
but then you came and made me vulnerable to pain
i'm afraid to cut myself open again

but now that you're here in me
what can i do but let it be??
nothing was planned, i didn't want this too
i wouldn't want this as much as you do

-wenona empedad