Im not window shopping anymore

Reality has so may mysteries to solve, but dreams i try to uphold.
It's like acknowledging what's happening around you, yeah it is sometimes hard not to.
Flustered, my body heated everytime he is near, his body and voice makes me tremble beyond compare.
A broken heart they say might occur, but lust or love its all knew to me and hopefully things start to look clear.
Separate lives, oh i wish we could be, like my favorite quote says, "there is more to life than increasing its speed"
So what does this all mean? true love, broken hearts, mind games the lot, what are we meant to do, I'm losing the plot.
The first look, the first touch, I need some advice, my stomach twists I get all hot an bothered, after that i begin to blush.
Numb in both lips and weak at the knees, he seems amazing, if only they could see.
To dance in the rain, and kiss passionately, these are only fantasies.
Smooth and sleek body movements these I will customize, Mixed emotions, he's in my head what do i have to clarify.
Summer, Autumn, Winter, Spring each as beautiful as the other but i want way more that a seasonal fling.
Judge mental, mistakes, incomplete lives, when I leave, I will sure come back in disguise.
Your motive, that look, that desirable smile, please understand your my man and this needs to last longer, I mean come on just a little while.
Not much has changed I will always be like water, one hundred percent me but being quirky and easily distracted, I cannot be altered.