Hidden Love

Holding you close to my heart,
Knowing nothing could tear us apart.
Didn't know anything could go wrong,
So I just stood there strong,
Continuing to keep you close to my heart.

I didn't know it would come,
It hit me so fast and now Im numb.
Pretending to smile and say its ok
But really it made me feel so grey
Hiding back all my thoughts never helped.

I never wanted to let you go,
But now all I can do is watch my tears fall like snow.
I promised you I woulwould cry,
But all that did was make me want to die.
Now I've become so weak.

Didnt see you walk away.
Never knew I would become this stray.
Chasing after you like a silent night,
And I still try to win this fight.
But you never saw it.

I'm feeling so invisible
While everyone else becomes more visible.
Who knew someone could hold on so long?
I'm just trying so say I Love You in a song.
But now I wonder if I'll ever win.
You've made allviey rainy days bright,
And all these emotions seem to feel right.
Having a special place,
That only you can chase.
That only you can see.

I wish I could be your teddy.
For once Im feeling ready.
Nothing seems so perfect,
When Im with you, but Im becoming wrecked.
Slowly knowing I cant have you.

Im becoming overpowered,
All because Im a coward.
I cant speak of anything deep,
Cause all I seem to do is weep.
Wondering if Im just going insane.

Now youve faded,
And I've become shaded.
Sevieetly Ill still try and win,
Just pay attention to my grin,
And you might see...I wont give up.