Please Think About It

Sitting here;
Without any clues-
Waiting only for you.
I know you don't care-
Care for me;
Even after everything that we have shared.
Only if you could see-
See that no one else has my key,
But the fact is;
Neither do you.
Are you finally going to choose-
Choose who you want,
Or are you going to taunt-
Taunt me for who I am?
If so;
Then just let me go,
Because I am not going to be the one made fun of in that show.
I know that I'm not perfect,
But neither are you,
So if you want to hear the truth;
Then here it is:
You have so much to prove,
And this time I refuse to lose-
Lose everything that I have worked for,
So you won't be the one to score.
I hope that some day-
Some day you will finally see-
See how much you really mean to me,
But until that day comes;
I will continue living my life,
And don't worry-
I won't be to shy-
To shy to tell you how I really feel.
Because I am tired of being the one pushed aside.
I don't know what you expect from me,
But I'm tried of waiting-
Waiting for you to finally come to a decision-
A decision of what you want in life.
All I can say is-
Is that life is not a competition,
And you can't change your past.
It's kind of like as if it was put away in a cast-
A cast that you can't break.
You just need to take-
Take what you have,
And make the best out of it;
Or else you'll find yourself in a pit-
A pit that you can't dig yourself out of.
So I guess this is the end-
The end of us,
But my life has just stared to begin.
I don't know what you are going to do,
But whatever you choose;
Just remember-
You can always refuse.
If you are wanting me to say that I still love you;
All I can say is that I'm sorry-
I have to move on with my life.
I am no longer going to waste my time-
My time waiting for an answer-
An answer from you.
There are so many people that care about you;
Can't you see?!
See that you can only be who you want to be!
The same goes for me,
So I am not going to hide-
Hide who I am inside;
Because inside of me is pride.
I know that you have that inside of you, too.
You're not alone,
And you've got a home.
So please-
Please just think about what you are doing to the people who care about you.

By~
Bran~D♥