I Miss You

Time heals,
Thats what they say,
Well I'm still waiting,
After days and days,

My lungs tighten,
My breathe shortens,
My shoulders tense,
My face tautens,

Fighting the tears,
Holding back the pain,
I dont want to relive it,
Again and again,

Thoughts take over,
A mess in my head,
My postive thoughts,
Are cruelly misled,

I just cant take it,
Without you here,
I can believe I made it,
Through this past year,

My empty dreams,
My terrible nightmares,
Your blue eyes haunt me,
Your bleach blonde hair,

A picture in my mind,
As clear as blue skies,
Your jokes, your laughter,
Your boredom sighs,

You made me laugh,
Made me cry to,
But no matter what,
I'll always love you,

A friend you were,
A friend you'll be,
For in my heart,
You're still with me,

When I feel down,
When times are rough,
I think of you,
A fighter, be tough,

I want you back,
I need you here,
To talk to, to laugh with,
To just be near,

The more I think,
The more I write,
The more my throat,
Starts to feel tight,

Amoungst my broken thoughts,
The pain is still so raw,
I end everyday,
Hoping you'll walk through the door,

I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
I miss you Matt,
I really do,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.