You were here

You were here now your gone.
what was it that i did wrong?
i promise now that ill be behave,
i shouldn't have to tend your grave!

please come back i beg of you?!
think of what you put us through.
I'm on my knees I'm begging now!
i promise i wont be such a cow!

you promised me you wouldn't leave!
that you didn't want me to weep and grieve,
but guess what that was another lie,
but right now i cant no i wont cry.

i cant believe it its just not sunk in
cant believe you let depression win
you have left me here to tell them all
have to watch them cry and ball

I'm not selfish but you made a vow
but it seems to be all crap now
I'm not angry I'm really not
just seems your promise you forgot

iv stopped shouting now I'm calm
holding your ring in my palm
i know now your not coming back
i can feel myself begin to crack

the tears are pouring they wont stop
wish it was me wish i could swap
i didn't know it had got that bad
didn't realise you were that sad

i guess you must of felt so alone
your feelings were never really shown
just to let you know i loved you so much
and how I'm going to miss your gentle touch

iv decided to live life for the both of us
iv just gotta find a way to adjust
its just gunna be me there will be no you
but ill be ok that much is true

you taught me so much ill prove it to all
i always look at you picture on the wall
you will always be here with me
so there is no need to grieve