Siting here waiting
waiting so anxiously
nerves wound up
tears roll down my cheeks
trying to figure out whats real
trying to heal a broken heart
when the dawn falls
im letting go
today will be the day that i die
noone will cry
no one will notice
soon i'll be goon
in a better place
i'll be happy
no more tears
no more wanting something
thats so damn empty
soon i'll fade
into a forgotten memory
my daughter wont cry
nor will she remember who i am
shes better off without me
everyone is
as i cry in the dark
waiting to die
i'll write a letter
knowing, nobody will even
care enough to read it
im alone
so very alone
all my friends have gone
im stuck here, in this `hell`
so this is my good bye
even ppl on here
dont bother to comment my poems
this is the last time
i'll ever be on
this is the last time
i'll use a keyboard
this is the last time
ill be on a chat room
this is the last time
i'll cry
soon i'll be happy
and ppl will be releaved
nobody will have to hear my voice
ever again
nobody cares
there all better without me
sorry to those who love
my poems
this is the last one ill ever write
for right now
im gunna take my last walk
take my last bath with my baby
im gunna smoke my last ciggerette
im gunna do my last line of coke
my last hit of glass
my last toke of a joint
my last beer
good bye
