My life would rumble with a force so destructive
That the pain I weakly try to cover
Explodes
My love ability would cripple into a frozen portrait of sorrow
If I ever lost them
The girls who I spill my every darkest secret too
Share tells of love stories
Giggle at the nonsense jokes of tomorrow
And take the time to acknowledge the inner beauty within
Loosing them would stab the heart of my soul.
And leave me in the suspension of hurt
If I ever lost them
The boys that take the time out of their day
To call me beautiful
To share my awkward sense of humor
To gain insight on the world around me.
I’d crawl into an infidel ball of ignorance
And wonder quickly on a path of denial
Disregarding the truth
If I ever lost him
Him
My world would freeze at the incapacity to understand time.
Knots forming in my chest
Screaming Tears Rage against my eye lids
The overwhelming feeling of lost
Drowns the hope of my dreams of tomorrow
My love for my Friends is everlasting
They are my family
They are my joy
If I ever lost them
My broken wounds would take years to heal.
