Off to After-Life

Smiling in front of them to hide my fears,
Wearing my sunglasses to hide my tears,
Sitting alone in the corner to hide my imbalance,
Acting in silence all day to hide my stress.

Then they turn and ask me why?
And I can't help it, but solely cry,
They try to figure out a reason,
So i just tell them, "it's a bad season".

Because of you I am broken,
Because of you my happiness is all taken,
Because of you I am in despair,
Because of you I believe life is not fair.

I didn't think you would make a difference,
I didn't imagine there would be so much resistance,
I didn't know I would be so lost,
I didn't have in mind it would be of high cost.

To them, there is nothing I can explain,
To myself, there is too much to complain,
I look around and can't find a soul to blame,
So I finally deices to light up my burning flame.

Thanks for being so cruel,
Thanks for making me a fool,
Thanks for cutting me like a sharp knife,
Good-bye now, I am off to my after-life!