Forgive Me Please

You're my best friend,
and my worst enemy.
i don't know why,
but when I'm with you, I'm me.

you've done so much,
thinking of me.
I've repayed you in nothing,
I'm so sorry.

I've given you nothing,
nothing but tears,
heartache, despairs,
and fears...

I've tried changing.
i want to trust in you.
but i don't know why,
i can't seem to...

don't get me wrong,
i do trust you...
but not completely,
i guess.. I'm a fool..

I'm sorry.
please forgive me.
please stop crying.
let your smile fly free.

i just can't seem to let go;
let go of the past.
but i really want,
our unique friendship to last...

i guess I'm just selfish.
i guess friendship isn't for me.
never have...
never will be...

I'm just so sorry,
for giving you nothing,
but heartache and tears,
and now my heart's crying...

you're my best friend,
and my worst enemy.
i don't know why,
but when I'm with you, I'm me.

so please;
please forgive my insensitivity,
my stubbornness,
and my fragility.

i just want to be happy i guess.
but i want you to be too.
please tell me where i went wrong,
so i can make it up to you.

i want to be friends again,
laughing, playing, crying, sharing,
so forgive me please,
to you I'm begging...