Loosing my grip

I've lost everything
friends,family
I'm invisible to everyone around me
tears fall down my face yet there tears of anger not pain or hurt
i have been on my own for so long
i don't even know how to love
yet again i am invisible to everyone around me
I'm loosing my grip on everything i held dear to my heart
i stand alone by myself
i try to love but my heart just can't take the pain
i walk by.....i am not there i am in another place far away
i daydream of a family that loves me
and friends that like me for who i am
this nightmare will never end
there is no light at the end of the tunnel
people say it's better to love and lost then never loved at all
i don't believe that everyone else
i am alone on this dark road and will never again will be hole