I Miss You Mom

I wonder if u ever think about me
I know I am thinking about u.
Would u even know me
As the woman that I have grown to be.

I look in the mirror
And all that I can see
Is the brown eyes
That u gave to me.

I wonder what u would say to me
If u ever came home
Or if we ran into each other
What would u do?

You were not there to dry my tears,
Or cheer me on,
Help me dress for my senior prom,
Like you are suppose to do.

Did you think that I did not need you
To hold my hand,
Push my head up high,
Or help me through rough times.

Did you ever miss me at all?
Did you ever love me?
Do you ever think about me?
Or am I nothing to you?

You know they say
That Forgiveness is such an easy thing
But they don’t know
That it’s hard to do when you have been hurt badly.