How can i miss you this much
and hate you at the same time?
how can i miss your touch
and hate your hands?
how did i think you really meant it?
your words just swept me off my feet
how could i be so stupid?
i should've known no one would ever understand
and yet, after all of this
i still cant make up my mind
how can i miss
the one thing that hurts me?
how can i wish you gone
but want you here?
how could I've thought you were the one
but you opened my eyes so i could see
and showed me why you were just like the rest
you showed me that you never really cared
you showed me that you weren't the best
that you aren't good enough for me
so then why do i still miss you?
when i know how awful you treated me
why don't i know how to
let go of you finally?
what happened to us?
we were the perfect couple
we had all of the love and trust
we could've done anything
but now all we do
is fight over the smallest things
even though I'm missing you
i still hate you for everything
so maybe we were wrong
maybe it wasn't love
maybe we were too young
to know what love really is
what went wrong with us?
i thought we were perfect
maybe it was just lust
but i don't want to deal with this
please know i still love you
just in case you happen to read this
and even if you don't love me too
as long as you know, I'll be alright
please know i still miss you
just in case you happen to read this
and even if you don't miss me too
as long as you know, I'll be able to sleep at night
