The suffering u put me thru

"I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away

I need a look that stuns you makes you want to stay

Don't want to speak in case it comes out wrong

Don't want to blink cause in that second you could be gone

I need a twist to help me turn, turn this story around

I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground

Meet me in the middle like I want you to

I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through"

this is the message you sent to me,
i thought it was sweet & i loved you even more.
then a month after u said we couldnt be,
cuz u werent ready & that made my heart sore.

baby i miss you,
plz come back to me.
im miserable without u,
baby cant u see.

i try so hard to talk to u again,
to be happy & cheer.
but im actually i hide,
the fact im living in fear.

i wasn't treated nicely,
unlike how I treated you.
you told me you loved me,
but it all wasnt true.

You told me sweet things,
that everything u felt for me was real.
But baby all this hurt,
can never be healed.

yes im still missing u,
i have no reason why.
everytime i think of the past,
all i do is cry.

you said u still wanted to be friends,
that we woud be together again one day.
but all this hope u give to me,
are all lies & thats where it stays.

you never told me the truth,
even from the start.
i shouldnt have let my guard down,
cuz all it did was break my heart.

after our breakup,
u messaged me & asked if im fine.
but all i said was my world is now grey,
& the sun will never again shine.

we use to talk everyday,
like nothing ever happened.
i was happy we still talked but u didnt kno,
that all my feelings were hidden in caption.

hoping to let u go,
this is how i say goodbye.
& wondering if that one day we meet again, we would do better than jus saying HI.