I Never Meant...

Hurting someone is not
what I intend to do
but I did and it's someone
close to me, it's you

I'm sorry I keep hurting you
I don't mean to do it
I love you so much
I don't doubt it one bit

I still want you
but I still might cause you pain
and I don't want that
it's driving me insane

I want to make you happy
I want to make you smile
I want to be together
for a long, long while

but if that's not what you want
then I'll leave you alone
of all the consequences
this is one I should have known

of all the things that happen
this is one I cannot take
I have to hide my feelings
make my feelings fake

my heart calls for you
my mind is set on you
my body wants you
and I don't know what to do