Im out of hope
Im out of strenth
Im fighting this
Im not seeming to win
Trying not to cry
Feeling the need to die
I cant understand what people r telling me
I cant find whats right
In the middle
Cant get out
Surrounded by darkness
No on can understand me
I have nothing
People are always comeing and going
Im always loosing
My feelings dont even matter anymore
I try telling what i need to make it better
No one will listen
I cant go on
Im trying so hard
I see everyone else
I just want to be like them
What my parents took away from me
I will never forgive them
I hate myself so much
I dont want to be like them
I see myself heading in the same direction
I cant do that
I want better
Im so alone
I just want to be found and understood
Sometime i get looks and stares
Dont they wounder what made me this way
Maybe i will let the cuts tell the stories
Of my past
Each cut tells amillion different stories
I bet they dont even care
No one ever wanted me
Cutting was my only friend
There so good at blaming each other
It doesnt matter im there kid
Dont they relize what there doing is hurting there own daughter
There choices affect me
Im invisable
I have no life left to me
Im a ghost in this body
Its not mine
Im to scared to talk
I try to be ok but the past wont let me
It will always be here to distroy me
I tryed to fight it
It left me much to weak
Now i ask you for help
I have so much to say
Im to scared
No one wants me
